I really miss our dog.
Maybe it's because when she was still alive life was a bit easier. Back then I could still say that I'm not an adult yet.
Maybe it's 'cause I don't have anyone to cuddle with. Dogs are great in sharing their love.
Maybe it's because things are changing. I started things with strangers who became friends along the way. Thing are coming to their ending and it seems like I'm the only one noticing it. There's no one else thinking 'hey, we survived it! We achieved something!'.
Maybe it's becase a couple og my friends are leaving for a year abroad and it just reasently hit me that I won't be able to see them. They are people to whom I feel like I can tell almost anything.
Maybe it's because I work too much. Last week I worked for over 46 hours and this week I have over 36 hours. I only have one day breaks from work, not any two consecutive days away from work for 3 weeks. One day is not quite enough to take your head away from work.
Maybe it's because it's summer now and I don't go horse-back riding. The season is over and I don't have money for extra lessons. Horse-back riding is one of my biggest stress releavers.
I finally figured out my password and got back here... It's been a while. I hope everyone has been doing well.